why am I so horny

Why? I was never this horny when I was a teenager, or in my twenties, I cant ever remember being this horny, even when I wasnt getting sex. Now that I am getting it, its like Im all the more horny. When Im getting it, I want it from someone else. Its weird and troublesome. So this week, Ronin's birthday and Im supposed to go out with him, I hate the fact that hes so broke and I hate resenting him and feeling used, and if he had money, I couldnt let him spend it on me anyway.